Today I read the first 13 ayats of Surat Al Ankaboot which was recommended to me by a good friend...the summary of these ayats is that if your goal is jannah and you strive to be a good Muslim then know for a fact that Allah SWT will test you. OKAY! well that just makes me feel a little better about how things are going for me here. this has to be the most difficult situation I have ever experienced and probably will experience in my life. I know this country is NOT for me NOR will it ever be. I need to figure out why I am here and then run! God almighty, this place is not for any intellectual nor human. enough about that because it's just moot to talk about what makes me upset...praying for a better tomorrow. what else can I do? nothing but wait..........and waiting I will do.
I do keeping going back and forth...so who knows I might lose my patience and leave. But then again I can't leave until Allah commands it.
I do keeping going back and forth...so who knows I might lose my patience and leave. But then again I can't leave until Allah commands it.
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