A day, oh what a day..........

Today my stress levels were taken to a new high, a new level of complete hypertension. I think there was a meltdown, no, in fact there was a meltdown. I'm not getting into any details but today is the day that 'the music died'. I no longer have the urge to associate with the people that are causing me such tension nor do I have any urge to remain in this cesspool of a nation. I no longer have any reason to want to invest any energy in a place I know I do not belong in. I have nothing keeping me here except that I once had hope that I could start new and fresh here. That all came crashing down after the first month I arrived. It's now almost one year and nothing has changed. It's all be exacerbated by everything around me.

I have no intention on remaining here any further. It's now time for me to look for human life, in a land where God hasn't sent his wrath on an entire nation. I need to go home, I must go home, Insha Allah I will be going home.

Enough is enough, the camels back has been broken.