Well, I stay up until 3,4 or even 5 am doing whatever my heart desires. Lately, I've been watching the trial of the psychopath killer, Jodi Arias. This psycho stabbed her ex-boyfriend 29 times, slit his throat and then shot him in the head. The man she murdered was Travis Alexander and he had a very short blog that he started before his death. It's a very long story and the verdict isn't out yet but I pray to God Almighty that this beast gets the death penalty. Then when I'm not watching this trial via youtube then I literally clean the entire house from curtains, couch covers, rugs to every tiny detail of my house. Yes, I am that bored. I also get to sleep late and think a lot. I am so done with ranting and raving or worse, complaining. I need to be myself, happy, sarcastic, nonchalant when I want to be and I need my smile. The smile that lights up my face, I need it back. I have been healing since I quit my job last week. I didn't realize my boss was such an abusive tyrant until today. Three people quit in the past 3 days, which includes myself. She is out of control, rude, arrogant and insane/bipolar in my opinion. Hey, I am not there anymore. so whatever!
The next few days are kind of blah at the moment. Not so sure what I'm going to be doing. Not even sure if I'll be here or not. Not sure of so many things that I am not even sure of being unsure. |Get that? weird..but that's who I am. I'm just a one of kind, once in a lifetime kind of creation.
I just want to know why I'm here in this place........it's been almost a year since I've arrived and I have not a clue why I'm here. shocking? I'm not shocked. I'm just sick of it. I guess right now a lot of things are pointing to the fact that I may just leave. That's what it seems like at the moment. Things are just very odd with very strange and mysterious things happening. Boo! not! I guess now I'm rambling as I have really no idea what's happening. God only knows. I just pray it's something happy, exciting, fun and just a whoa! kind of thing. I need some fun! I just have no other choice but to wait and see what goodies God has in store for me. Insha Allah something awesome!
The next few days are kind of blah at the moment. Not so sure what I'm going to be doing. Not even sure if I'll be here or not. Not sure of so many things that I am not even sure of being unsure. |Get that? weird..but that's who I am. I'm just a one of kind, once in a lifetime kind of creation.
I just want to know why I'm here in this place........it's been almost a year since I've arrived and I have not a clue why I'm here. shocking? I'm not shocked. I'm just sick of it. I guess right now a lot of things are pointing to the fact that I may just leave. That's what it seems like at the moment. Things are just very odd with very strange and mysterious things happening. Boo! not! I guess now I'm rambling as I have really no idea what's happening. God only knows. I just pray it's something happy, exciting, fun and just a whoa! kind of thing. I need some fun! I just have no other choice but to wait and see what goodies God has in store for me. Insha Allah something awesome!
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